Everyday I’m just trying to survive… 

Now everyday is just another day of survival. At the end of the day, I keep thinking to myself “Congratulations, you made it through another day without actually attempting to commit suicide.” There’s a lot more going on with me than everyone thinks. I’m happy around school, but at the back of my head are all these problems that I just threw aside so I can make other people happy. To be honest, I’ve been have a bad life ever since my mom and my dad divorced. I’ve been wanting to commit suicide ever since then. My mom and dad divorce in 2002.